Feeling fallen

I feel it's not me

or in me lately

My body is empty

My soul is away

I'm flying like a butterfly

unhappily exploring the dim blue sky

And if I should return to earth

I should make my soul worth

I'm truly weak and scared

I'm badly injured inside

Do I have to beg on my knees

to make you stop hurting me?

By Weni Putrianum

Full regrets

Sinking down with the moon as my friend

I rethink what I've done to you

Fighting against my own mind

there's nothing I can do

I trust no single part of me

neither heart nor even mind

But thanks to them anyway

Coz I've got you in my day

Learning how to know you

is definitely not easy

So that I only knew

how to love you selfishly

I know I did you wrong

and didn't treat you right

Hopefully it hasn't been too long

before I felt regrets

By Weni Putrianum